Hello... I just came back from doing a few things whch included taking a walk around bedok reservoir, buying some things from sheng shiong and ntuc and photocopying some articles... Actually i dunno whether i regret aroung bedok reservoir today... Cause these few days have really been eating alot and i need to relax and exercise. I think i set off a bit too late and by the time i was half way through bedok reservoir it was 7.25 already... the sky was turning quite dark already and there was no soul in sight... it was just sooo quiet... and its impossible to turn back unless i swim across the reservoir... haha. I was literally running in the darkness... and its not a very nice feeling to run all alone with the wind blowing against my face and the whistling of trees... you tend to start imagining things... haha... i did ... and there was one point of time i thought i saw a man fishing in bedok reservoir, then i ran past him but when i turned around i could not see anything... hmmm... must be my eyes playing tricks on me... I starting singing any hymn i could think off... It sort of made me feel better... I know my hands is safe in the lord... haha or am i just trying to console myself. I dunno wats with me today... i seem to sweat alot... maybe its because today i drank exceptionally more liquids. My sweat glands are working profusely like a tap... haha... Those who work with me during attachment all know i sweat like no ones business. And another not soo good thing that happened was that as i was trying to run fasted i fell over a rock and sprained my ankle again... haiz...

At one moment i was touching my hair and i suddenly felt something. That "thing" crawled onto my hand... And i almost got a shock of my life... it felt like a spider... it was only when i was in ntuc that someone told me there was a beetle on my sleeve... I was so disguted... i wanted to swat it but i was scared it would crawl into my clothes... I HATE INSECTS... EEEW... You would think that someone like me who knows tkd and is sorta rough sometimes wouldn't be scared if something like this but I AM... Last time when i refused to follow my brother's "commands" he would fling a dead cockroach in fron of me... maybe b'cos of this i am so emotionally traumatised when i see cockroaches... Anyways a beetle is better but its just as bad when its on your sleeve... in the end i asked one of the fruit aunties there to try to take it out for me... She told me not to be too scared and just picked it up from my sleeve and squised its body under her shoes... wow... But i really pity the poor beetle... hmmm...