Later is my green tip grading at toa payou stadium, Wish me all the luck. My only "yi han" is that Kavi is not there to do the pattern with me. Dun worry. I shall persist in bringing him back for training. On one day he will surely come back! But on the other hand I am not very motivated either... How??? Haha!!! God Help me!!!



I did one very stupid thing. On friday I never go for training and left my uniform inside my locker. So I am unifomless for todays grading. I wanted to go back to school and take then suddenly I bumped into hafiz on msn, And he actually offered to take it for me since he live nearer to school. Oh my goodness, I am really very touched. I am really very blessed I feel. To have such a nice friend... hehe... On friday jenny wanted the info for her food trail and he offered to go from his house is hougang? to bedok... This is way too much man... It feels as if we are so mean and evil... haha. anyways they met in bugis. which is central... haha... He's probably going to kill me for talking about him on my blog but well, it is a compliment you know. I am glad to have such a gentlemanly, nice, kind, abit naughty friend like you... haha!!!




Well after grading will have to rush back home slog for projects. getting a bit worried about one of my team members... Haiz... Must go after her later... stressed lah. next time I definitely dun want to be leader.



I seem to be happier from my previous grading that time... dunno why . There was a time in year 2 that I was basically in a very dark spirit and no body could get into my world. But now i know that sometimes we cannot control some things, so i choose to make the most of everything. Always look on the bright side of life... That time I wanted to think out about so many things cause I was a bit lost. But I realise there is actually nothing much to think about. The more I think the more depressed I become. Cause we are using our finite mind to think about infinite things. Thats why at that time i choose to give up and let go some things. I even decided to take that "short" break from tkd but after that long break I dun feel that motivation anymore. Alot of things are like that i suppose. Even friendship needs consistent watering and time and sincerity. I dunno whehter i did the right or wrong thing... haiz...



I choose to be simple minded hoping i will never lose that simple pleasure of life