Tuesday, October 04, 2005
I am listening to this discussion on the radio when looking for a boy/girl friend usually what do you look for... They said during first impression physical looks is pretty important. It really sucks... haiz... Anyways I already told myself that whatever it is I must be happy. I used to always comment on my looks. I am not exactly very pretty, pretty much average looking and everytime i think about it i would get discouraged. But why in the world am i feeling like this. Just because I am not as pretty as those actresses on tv, I have to compare myself to them. I think the most important thing is I must be happy with myself. I must love myself. This is a lesson i gradually learnt over the years. I have a flat nose, buck tooth and sometimes got pimples but then god made all my features when I was in my mother's wound. And he is so creative he made me look different from all my friends. He also gave me good points too, he gave me a caring and cheerful heart, a nice smile and my nice double eye lids. Whatever it is, I am grateful that he made me... Although sometimes, I still feel ugly when i compare myself but i always tell myself i am God's master piece... And he has his plans for me! Dear God , Your will be done in my life!
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