My sprit is pretty light hearted today. Today we had a lesson on basic Trauma Life Support which is done mostly by paramedics when they reach the site of accident. There are alot of things they have to do besides CPR. They have to assess the patient, treat injured part with splint, dressing, bandage, assess the injured part, secure the cervial spineand transfer on the board to put on the ambulance. I volunteered to be the model... haha!!! it feels so vulnerable cause alot of ppl were around me and they never bothered to explain to me what were they were doing.. well I suppose its all practice but if i was injured i would still want some psychological support. During the process i made someone angry and she shouted at me... i dun feel angry just shocked.. haha!!! Also partly my fault in the first place. But I am starting not to like the person more and more. Maybe I am being too judgemental. but i will start to talk to her but I dun really want to have too much to do with her...



I feel relieved cause there are no projects for the time being. Next week we are starting on our Emergency project. i told my group members i am sick and tired of projects for this week. Give me a break... haha!!! anyways yesterday one of the lecturers said something that captured my thought... she said that if we learn for the sake of assessment it will not turn out very well... We might forget the next minute after we get tested.. hah!!! I can't deny that sometimes I only practice for the sake of the test... but i think if i learn for the sake of my future patients, it will be much better and it will be long time learning. i hope i can remember it till the day I die... hopefully i dun get dementia.



Recently i dunno why. i have become very forgetful. I always cannot find my keys or cards until my mother got so irritated with me. haiz.. its such a headache to be her daughter. And 2 days b4 I accidently threw away her contact lenses cause i thought they were mine... they were put in the exact same looking box... haiz.. Off course i got a big scolding... Haiz.. I really feel bad, but in the end I have to pay back quite a sum of money to her... Sometimes I cannot stand myself... Haiz...



My grandma gave me a bottle of birds nest that was actually for herself. So sweet of her... But actually i dun really like the taste of it... cause its the first time i ahve eaten it in my whole life.. maybe i shall give it to my mother or brother... OOOOOh ... isn't that sweet of me...