Sunday, September 11, 2005
I just finished discussing half of the powerpoint for food trail with audrey. She told me she feels like only me and her are doing the project. Well I cant say much cause its partly the group fault that they do everything so last minute. But i dun want to be too judgemental, just do what i must do . I am only in their group for one project. She is already stressed up enough.. i am serious. i seldom hear her so stressed... but i will help her. Group members are supposed to help each other through thick and thin right....
Today I went to distribute pamphlets at Tampines. I can say its just so unrewarding and boring. I feel as if I am wasting my time... Its as if I am begging them to take the pamphlets. Well i can't say much cause i also dun like being given pamphets. Anyways its always an experience. I want to experience other types of job b4 i become a staff nurse. Its a pity i dun think i have much chance... But i should be grateful i have a job ready when i graduate.
Actually i dunno... when i was there i suddenly hoped someone would appear before me. Those ppl who live in the east would definately come to Tampines right?. I dunno why this thought came to me also. Maybe cause i once met that person here. But off course nothing happened today and here i am with still no clue where the person is now. I guess thats the difference between drama tv and reality. There are almost never coincidences in which you meet other by chance... Haiz.. but i just find reality sucks... wish i could stay in my dream land.
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