I am tired... sometimes its just so tiring to persist on... I want to be strong but sometimes I really question whether I am... I am after all a girl trying to grow up in this stressful fast paced society. School has been hectic, whne i go home I am too tired to say much... Too tired to do housework sometimes until at times it just piles up and I have to do it at one shot non stop... So much clothes to be washed. At least now my father is willing to do some of the housework, so i must be thankful... I am indeed blessed I think...




Today I packed up my bag which was so messy full of god knows what unnecessary things that i bring to school... I feel much neater, and i did a bit of my knitting... Ok now knitting is not exactly the first thing on my mind, but i shall still persist on. I feel god put ppl beside me to make me beome a better person and learn what i can in this world. I learnt from alina that i must persist on no matter what. seeing her so motivated in her knitting i feel more motivated to continue on... and i always see her so neat and proper. It is worth learning cause i am a super messy and forgetful person... haha . even my mom can't stand me...



Today we had our Napfa test... I was not too enthusiastic about it... i guess i am not ambitious about it . As long as I pass I am contented... All i can say is my stamnia has deproved, my standing broad jump is sucky. but the rest is ok, especially my sit ups in which i did 40 in a minute. Before that I heard one of my friends say she is aiming to get an Gold for her Napfa... in the end i think she got a bronze. Anways i think its good to be ambitious to a certain extent. But this makes me feel a bit bad. I feel i am too happy go lucky sometimes and dun have much expectations. Maybe if i am like this I wun go far in life. Is it really that important to get the best in everything and be very successful I suppose it is to most ppl.... But its all hard work... i know i ( actually everyone ) can do it as long as they put their hearts and minds to it... But the thing is wheter you make thA t decision to put in effort...