Monday, September 26, 2005
And so I am back hear in the lab again.. Monday blues... The rest of the week will be better but i just hate mondays.. well just make the most of each day (the saying goes). I was so nervous that this morning i woke up at 7 to practice my skills... haha,,. i know . i know. I am kiasu... Haha!!! Then on the way to school i took the route to toa payou and could not resist not eating kfc... I have dreaming about kfc in my dreams and wanting to eat it for a long time... I think its ppl influence over me... last week a few of my friends told me they ate kfc so my mouth started to water.. i am such a lazy glutton.. Haha!!!
And i wasn't really in a very smily mood this morning, but the cashier made me feel very happy cause she was so friendly... This reminds me of the time i was working in BK... The work was tough initially but after i got the gist of it i think i really did really good... And the manager always put me in the cashier and she made me train those old aunties to use the cashier or get around on the first few days.. i GUESS i have more patience bah... and I definitely can click well with the aunties and uncles.. haha!!! Then i remember when i was working, off course it was to get experience and some money. But i enjoyed what i did.. my pure intention was that it makes me feel happy to see my customers happy... That I can hopefully brighten someones day.
Now in my nursing course, my intentions are more or less the same... except it is much more challenging in nursing... My intention is to bring relief to the patient, to bring a smile or word of encouragement to them... And for those that are dying to let them have a piece of mind b4 they go. I will pray for them... it is not as simple as when i was working as a cashier. in fact much much tougher until i wonder if I am cut really out for such high stress, burn out job... But that is my initial intention why i wanted to join in the first place and i will stick by it... Thank god for encouraging friends that stay by me.. If not for you all.. I dun think i can stay on so long.
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