Her death has sort of fully seeped in into my head... I just feel like resting now and feel very tired... my mum told me to send her off for her last journey which happens to be tomorrow.. After this i wun be able to see her anymore.. Although what I am seeing is just a shell... Today when i was doing the lecture i really tried to concentrate. But i remember she kept on telling me to study hard... study hard... I think I will study hard... People cry when they watch dramas.. i never cry... In fact i almost never cry. I only save my tears to those loved ones of mine. I only cried one tear then i told myself to stop... Life is like that... the last time I saw her she was so active and naggy.



Later on is my clinical remedial. God Bless me.!