Hello.. its been a long time since i last blogged.. life has been normal for me.. There have been happy times and sad times but isn't this all a part of life. Sometimes i find it very tiring to continue striving but we all have to persevere isn't it... I still have to run a long way...



Today I was supposed to go for training but i suddenly had really bad menstrual cramps so I decided not to... I dunno why my cramps are always really bad... This afternoon I had a project discussion in the library.. Suddenly I was in pain and i even started sweating in the air con room... good thing Yelly gave me 2 panadol... thanks to her. I am really touched...



Sometimes i think I make life too packed and tiring for myself. I want to do alot of things in the little time I have... I want to live each day as fulfillingly. Today when I went home my only wish was to be with my family. I wanted to buy back a nice dinner, borrow some nice shows and enjoy family bonding. But then i called back and found out my father was out drinking and playing mahjong, my brother went out until very late with his friends, my sis has her own life, my mum told me she is working until very late... Haiz.. so its me again.. me and no one else. Anyways i can do alot of things to entertain myself... I think today I am a little too emotional. Must be hormonal imbalance...



Anyways I hope tomorrow will be a good day. Tomorrow I am going out with Jenny and alina in the evening to watch the spook show... God Bless me!!!



Another thing is next week is my holiday but I have to go for attachment... Haiz.. no time to rest...