Its been some time since I last updated... and wah la!!! I am in year 3 now... Time really flies (but i learnt its something that cannot be controlled) i think maybe i have matured in ways. Sometimes i wish i was still that simple innocent girl of my secondary school days... but I am also sure nursing has shaped me into a more understanding and realistic person...



I feel rather tired from yesterday training. I have been missing in action from the club for a few months... The skin on my feet has softened again and i incurred 2 blisters on my toes and one on my foot. it is rahter painful upon walking and there is some discharged coming from the wound... i cleaned it with antiseptic and covered it with a plaster... Actually i feel quite irritated that i got blisters. its such a pain in the feet... And i have to limp when i walk... haiz... When i went for normal trainings regularly I never used to get these injuries... This i suppose shows that i get what i deserve for nhot going for trainings regulary.



This morning I went to school early with Kavi. it is really nce to see him again... He also got some problem with his foot (i think the skin came out), and we were both limping to school. Its a pity verna was unable to join us... Its farnie... I came to schoool with verna yesterday and today i come with kavi but the 3 of us are never together... Maybe its nots god's will... haha!!! I have some good news is that verna has been baptised. although i am not baptised i am very happy for her... I will pray for her for her family's acceptance of her... I really that her for being my friend. I also find her one of those few ppl that i can really open my heart to... Although its not open wide but at least its still open... haha!!!



Today me and Xiao na were planning to go gym but i assessed my condition and my pain score and think its beeter if I dun do so much exercise for today as i have pain upon exertion. Instead we are going to donate blood. I hope i am able to donate cause the previous time I was turned away cause I had low blood count at that time... Its good to use to use my healthy blood to save someone!!!



School has been fine for me... In fact, i learnt to take things in my stride and although I am a bit worried about passing out as a staff nurse, its no use worrying about it... orrying is just so mentally and emotionally tiring. instead use wat time I have left to improve myself and do what i want to do...