I am a easy going person ... I can definately take jokes and at some times it seems as if i got such a sweet temper i can shake of any nasty comments... but there is something i cannot take... Dun ever say that I cannot be a good nurse... its my biggest wish to be a good nurse... I know sometimes i may be blur blur... but i give my patients good care and though I may be gan chiong but I still care very much for them... even if its a joke its not funny... I think some ppl have to stop and control their words... There is a limit for anything. You find it very funny to talk about other ppl but I dun find it nice and funny at all... Though this person is not talking bad about me or anything I see the way she talks about other ppl is a bit too much. I was just thinking about the time in sec. school when my very good friend kept on saying bad things about me , she even say in front of me but in indian... Its not a good feeling. And I was shocked and hurt when i found out.



Hiaz... there are different sort of ppl and sometimes i feel when working you got to very much rely on yourself. learn to be independent. Sometimes i can trust a person but draw a line somewhere. Maybe its because of character or past experience. Sometimes when ppl try to help me I go even further back into my shell.. as if not wanting them to know me too much... I fear that once they know me they wun like me anymore cause they see all my negative traits. Hmmm.. guess thats low self esteem... keeping my problem all to myself so i wun bother other ppl... Though when ppl say to confide in them I wonder they really mean it... whether they regret it... Its tiring for ppl to keep on telling them your problems. So I just wanna remember all the good things in my life... But to all those ppl I really appreciate your concern... haha!!!