Yeah.. later i got knitting classes at PS... but now hear slacking at home once again. Trying to make my day at home as fruitful as possible. Hmmm... let me see today wat did i do... Woke up then watched an episode of the jap drama" under The Same Roof". bought it at cash converters for 4 dollars only... Anyways I find it one of the best jap dramas so far (cause i seldom watch jap shows). Everytime I watch it my heart will feel so warm at the love and care of sibling love. They are with each other through thick and thin, happiness and sadness... and its quite humorous!!! But i like it when the family is having a picnic under the cherry blossom tree cause its such a heart warming scene to see them all having fun together!!!



After that went to the market with my mom... its such an interesting event in the sense that you actually can learn a fair deal from going market... know how to pick fresh meat, fruits and vegetables... And know that certain vegetables and fruits or meat got different good points. Like dates are good for blood... Xi Yang Cai is a cooling vegetable. then there is another vegetable that is usually in soups that is damn slimy is good for the lungs...sweet potato, tapioca has a good amt of fibre to prevent constipation, durian in for vitamin K (but dun eat too much cause its heaty).. then there is another vegetable that is good for eyes (but i forgot the name). Got much more but i dun wanna bore everyone who reads this... But i really find it interesting. I think i should learn more about the different sorts of foods have wat effects... It quite good for planning healthy menus!!!




Learnt how to make Xi Yang Cai Soup and sweet potato soup... pretty easy lah. I find recently I have changed a fair bit...I mean i am still myself but i sort of become more ladylike as in i dun really like to fight as much as last time. I just want to exercise to keep fit and active!!! Actually thought of joining aerobics... I mean I am not sure tkd is in my list of wat I want to do anymore...



And planning an outing for my sec. school friends... To go marina for kite flying activity and have a picnic there. If want to stay for dinner can have steamboat there also!!! But Plan B is if it rains we will go as someone suggested Changi Airport then down there got alot of places to sit!!! Not too sure abt Changi Airport cause seldom go there but at least there is free air con...

Just had a really nice lazy nap with nice dreams in this lazy afternoon... haha!!! How would i describe the holidays ... maybe a bit boring. I am the type that has to be kept busy.. when i suddenly dunno wat to do i will feel very uneasy. Anyways me and Alina signed up for knitting classes at SpotLightevery monday and thurday. Then we will knit like old grannies. Talking about Alina yesterday I did something really naughty. I was supposed to go for volunteer work at IMH but last minute I cancel and me and Alina go Compass point to go shopping for Jiang Yan's present. Nowadays I have the habit of searching for people's present... its pretty fun if you have the time. But i dun really like to celebrate my own bd cause well... never had the habit of celebrating since young and it makes me feel old.Anyways we bought her a box made out of glass paintings of dolphins and there is a mirror inside... it looks pretty exquisite. Then I bought a hello kitty handphone chain for my hp... It looks adoringly cute... =)... And i set up my own first aid kit... it has everything from sprain spray, bandages, gauze, scissors, cotton. Po Chai pill, panadol extra and menstrual and flu medicine... and its the size of my small bible... I am so proud of myself!!! I think i will carry carry it around wherever i go...




Anyways i really misss my China friends but sad to say all are back in their home towns, especially my darling Xiao na!!! But i know she must be really happy with her family now. So since she is happy I am happy for her!!!



Later will be meeting Verna and Geraldine at Bugis... hope it will be a fun time!!!

Another character analysis i did online... quite true.. bvut too bad cannot post here


I am the Fruitty Fragrance Type

You radiate independence and happiness, alwaysimmersed in fun seeking activities, like a innocent child. You always manage to bring life to a party, thus you are indispensible to parties. Although you arecheerful, well liked by most, others thinks that it is difficult to be good friends with you, because the impression that you give is that of a comedian. Some think that you like to make a fook of others and are dependent on others, so they are reluctant to be close to you. But you are actually mature and firm. There are few that truly understand you, leaving you a few bosom friends.

TYPE B


You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help them. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup wit! h your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.



some test i did thru emaill... quite accurate actually!!!

We just had water games and the sea current in Desaru is super strong!!! Its not suitable for swimming! I saw some other ppl playing Banana Boat, motor boat and parachuting... So shiok. But all this costs quite alot of money so we have to plan our own activities... Yeah well i got flung in the sea a few times and i drank quite alot of salt water... Hope I dun get hypertension. After that we went to swim in the swimming pool though i swam with my shirt on... haha!!! Then we played water captain ball... So irritating always cannot win cause got one of the boys in the other team like half a body taller than me and always catch the ball. I only manage to snatch the ball from him once and i got kick him unintentionally when i wash swimming towards the ball.. Oops... but neverthe less i think i suck at playing ball games in the pool... After that we played on the slides... Yippee quite fun!!!

Hello, today was slighly better than yesterday. maybe due to the fact I woke up in quite good spirits. i even learnt how to play ping pong though my friend always scold me cause i exert alot of strength on the ping pong ball until she have to run around catching it... but it is a pretty fun sport!!! I am getting fat... every meal is buffet but the food here is good!!!



Just now had this inspiring talk on putting everything in God's hands. Would I follow wat God wants me to do 100%. The answer is i dunno... there is a 50-50 chance. i can say I am a very selfish person and God would probably be irritated by my lukewarmness!!! i mean who isn't especially when it comes to their life!!!

The next few entries are the ones I wrote in my hotel room in my diary but I am just transferring everything here...



Hello, I am now in Desaru writing this. Throughout the journey this question keeps on popping in my head. AM I ANTISOCIAL??? I just find that the ppl in my church are super expressive and outgoing and enthusiastic. I guess i am too to a certain extent but i really have to see my mood and the occassion. I just feel that sometimes I am unable to fit into their circle... since most of them grew up together and are the best of friends. I still dun get it... after 3 years i still cannot connect with the ppl in the church. I really try very hard and at times it seems that i try too hard. I dun want to be someone else other than myself. Those in the same batch as me are nice and friendly but i just cant seem to click with them. Like for example just now one of the ppl I not so close was sitting next to me during dinner and we just tried talking. She is the very enthu person that tries to talk to everyone. But I have this very strong gut feeling that she actually not that interested cause when i talking to her she seems distracted and her eyes are roaming around everywhere. i know she in enthu to talk to everyone in the room but wat I want is at least some simple eye contact. I like to make friends but most importantly is they must be sincere with the time they are with me.



Anyways i really thank God for Ina. if not for her i would probably be a loner (maybe not so serious) cause i not really that close to the others in the camp, but i know can always make friends but then must see if i want to... haha!!! Anyways thats all for the complaints of the Day...

Hello!!!! In a few hours time I will be on my way to malaysia for a few days. I will be going to Desaru with my church. Hope it will be fun and i will make lots of friends. As I said I not exactly very close to the ppl in my church so really hope can get along with them!!! God Bless Me and those around me!



A bit tired now since yesterday was afternoon shift and i woke up early to pack all my stuff... Dun worry.. I am very certain I brought my passs port... haha!!! But really enjoyed my paeds attachment though its short. Made lots of new friends and learned quite a few things so really very happy. Ok dun have much time to write much so better chao!!! See me in a few days time!

Watching a korean drama called Alcohol Land which is rather boring and long winded... But just watching to finsh it up. Tomorrow is afternoon shift so can sleep a bit later . Furthermore slept after I came back from work... recently feel very tired when i finish work.. and will sleep like pig... Enjoying myself in paediatrics... Got cute children but feel a bit insecure carrying babies sometimes cause i quite cor lor one until sometimes they so fragile until i scared i squeeze them... Yesterday made konnyaku jelly for the rest of my class mates and brought for my class mates to eat. Actually very easy to make one.. sometimes just like making food for my friends to eat... haha... but my cooking not up to standard... so i prefer making desserts and cakes... haha!!! ok ... not much inspiration to write now. Bye!!!

I am a easy going person ... I can definately take jokes and at some times it seems as if i got such a sweet temper i can shake of any nasty comments... but there is something i cannot take... Dun ever say that I cannot be a good nurse... its my biggest wish to be a good nurse... I know sometimes i may be blur blur... but i give my patients good care and though I may be gan chiong but I still care very much for them... even if its a joke its not funny... I think some ppl have to stop and control their words... There is a limit for anything. You find it very funny to talk about other ppl but I dun find it nice and funny at all... Though this person is not talking bad about me or anything I see the way she talks about other ppl is a bit too much. I was just thinking about the time in sec. school when my very good friend kept on saying bad things about me , she even say in front of me but in indian... Its not a good feeling. And I was shocked and hurt when i found out.



Hiaz... there are different sort of ppl and sometimes i feel when working you got to very much rely on yourself. learn to be independent. Sometimes i can trust a person but draw a line somewhere. Maybe its because of character or past experience. Sometimes when ppl try to help me I go even further back into my shell.. as if not wanting them to know me too much... I fear that once they know me they wun like me anymore cause they see all my negative traits. Hmmm.. guess thats low self esteem... keeping my problem all to myself so i wun bother other ppl... Though when ppl say to confide in them I wonder they really mean it... whether they regret it... Its tiring for ppl to keep on telling them your problems. So I just wanna remember all the good things in my life... But to all those ppl I really appreciate your concern... haha!!!

Its so hot I dun find it farnie anymore... I just feel so sianz...How... !!! Haiz...Worst of all the exams neede to be during this period... I can feel my brain cells melting...