Today i wake up with a joy in my heart. Its even a joy to study today... I almost finish studying my psycho but very hard to say how much i will fare in the test... cause sometimes the way they phrase it is quite chim!!! So i would like to wish all those having the test... God bless you !!!



Actually recently or should I say last time i used to get a bit irritated at the opinions of others that differ from mine... Some ideas i would think of them as not practical or not very good... But recently i learnt that everyone has their own mentality... They have a reason for thinking the way they do... no personality or idea is better than any other. So its very important to see the good in every person (some ppl only see the negative traits of others). And learn to accept the person ideas and character... I know sometimes it hard... but God, please grant me this gift of wisdom and understanding.



Actually yesterday i really wanted to make it for cell group but seems everytime there is something on... I even skipped my tkd... we were supposed to meet 7.30 at across bedok stadium and from there we would walk to pei li's house. pei Li sent me her address through sms but i did not really glimpse through. Then when i was about to send out the message to wait for me another 5 minutes my handphone suddenly went flat. Anyways i ran as fast as i could but could not catch up with you all... Then i did not know the address or your phone numbers cause all in my phone. I only know its block 60 something. so i searched a few blocks... In the end i ended up in the playground then i started crying... i know it sounds farnie... i felt so pathethic. its been a long time since i cried... But they just flowed down my face... I just felt so hopeless... Anyways i decided not to go back home and studied the whole of my psycho and did all my cell group work... then i took out my song book that i intended to give pei li... And I started singing all the songs... Haha!!! I felt kinda happy to sing like i used to in sec. school... I went back when i knew you all should have gone home. but i never see anyone... Though I was not there My heart was with you all...


And a lesson i learnt is always recharge my phone... But indirectly i also learnt that sometimes wat we plan does not always go according to how we want them to be. But that does not mean anything bad. We just got to make the most of the situation. And some things we cannot control just leave it in God's hands...