Recently alot of ppl do things that make me feel very touched... The sweet feeling lingers in my heart and i just naturally give of a very sincere smile that comes straight from my heart... Thanks!!! It is things like this that make me have the joy in being strong in life in the midst of challenges and trials...!!!


Haha!!! First i would like to talk about today! Initially was a very sianz day in which i was slacking at home watching TV watching the show, "Always on my Mind" about SARS... Then I was supposed to meet Eve at the gym at 12 but i just felt so lazy (probably cause of the weather)... Initially did not want to go but then Eve managed me to psycho me into going (and actually I am glad i did)... Anyways I reached there really late around 1.30 pm... and the worst thing is that i never wear sport shoes, so cannot enter the gym. In the end, we ended up running around the stadium track. I think we ran around 4 rounds or more... I even ran bare foot (i think its a habit of tkd... my skin is too thick for any cuts... haha!!!) . We were saying something about exercising 5 times a week 30 minutes each time... Haha!!! farnie... i always thought it was 3 times a week!!! After that we sat down by the track and just chatted... Haiz... and we were saying why is it we always never fated to have attachment together!!! Hopefully we together in IMH posting!!! Anyways I really like her Converse shoes... very nice... but we were saying we thing the cost price is actually very low... its just its sold for a very high price... Anyways i really need to buy new shoes... And i just a idiot at picking shoes... Someone, Please help me!!!



After bathing, we went over to the canteen to eat. I wasn't very hungry so only drank fruit juice. Eveline friends came over to our table and she introduced us... But i seriously did not take much notice of them... also partly i felt no mood to make friends... haha!!! But then it wasn't until later that eveline told me she wanted to introduce guy friends to me... maybe got chance to develop further... haha!!! seriously feel a bit dumb but its ok... I doubt i left any impression so its ok... i just feel so ignorant that i failed to catch the hint... anyway i dun see wat good it would be if it knew either...



Then after that we rushed over for Biology lecture. I dun get it... is it so abnormal to see me in a skirt... i just think maybe sometimes i can get a bit tomboyish... Wat I did not expect was a pleasant surprise... Jenny suddenly passed me a wrapped up sunflower... at first i thought she wanted me to see her present, and when i passed it back to her she told me its for me... I was quite shocked!!! She did not even tell me who it was from... so i was thinking... haha!!! then Lolitha who was beside her... on behalf of jenny told me that it was from jenny... and it was in appreciation for being such a good and trustable friend... She wanted to give me a sunflower cause to her i was as cheerful and bright as a sunflower... and she want to thank me for accompanying her to visit the Dr all the way at bedok polyclinic on tuesday... hmm!!! I can say i was a bit shy to listen to all this... but on the other hand i can't deny i was flattered... And Lolitha made it sound so dramatic... but she is good at invoking such emotions... Haha!!!


Nope... its not my birthday!!! neither our anniversary... and its not a gift from a secret admirer... Neither are we lesbian relationship... its just pure friendship... i think it can't get any purer... I just dun know why some ppl can think its weird for girls to give each other flowers... i mean i give my darling fiona flowers too... I gave eveline a bouquet for her birthday!!! On the way home on the mrt, jenny told me she really very happy to have me as a friend... cause she said she sees a bit of me in her... (I think maybe she means character)... maybe thats why we can get along so well... And i know how she thinks to... and she said as friends we should go through thick and thin together... THATS WAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!!! I feel really so touched until my heart just melts... Nope i am not in love but I am really thankful for such good friends...!!! I never thought my simple acts would mean so much to you... really...



Anyways we were saying about our lack of confidence towards relationships... Maybe its just personal experience... Our feelings of inferiorness... Compared to my sister i also sometimes feel like the less significant one... cause she is so smart and bright and loved by everyone (especially my father)... But i am sure i do have my positive traits... And i am sure you do...