Sometimes i wonder why God gives us trials in life!!! But though they are painful but i am sure he has a reason for putting them in our life... I will try not to run away. Although now i am still weak I believe one day I will become a strong person! Thank you for giving me the enlightenment today... Though I could have just given up and just walked out of the classroom I chose to turn to you. And you gave me the peace in my heart to persist on. The burden was too heavy for me to carry... Though everyone was pessimistic (initially I was) but you told me that watever it is I must carry on and not give up. You replaced my dark hurt heart with hope! Its really amazing...!!! I really thank you for carrying me through this period!!! And through you I learned to give encouragment and hope to others even though it seemed bleak! Thank YOU!!!


These few days after I come back from school and feel discouraged by things happening around me I always watch this show called "Da Chang Jin"... Abt this girl who although is a palace maid in the 16th century through her persevering attitude and willingness to learn... she never gave up and in the end became the top cook in the palace. But because there were ppl who envy her, she was maligned and made a slave. But she never gave up and somehow or another she studied ancient medicine and went back to the palace. She eventually became the royal physician.
Now I am watching the part in the beginning where she is still a palace maid. And because she always get into trouble and very curious she gets into trouble and gets sent to plow the fields near the palace. Although the place is desolated and no one bothers abt it she does not give up. She is always curious about the different types of seeds to plow and ways to plow. And even when her plot of land ruined but a "mysterious" person. She does not give up but still continues.
But she never gives up her dream to become the top cook so she gets her friend to take down notes for her and she studies at night!!! This character is a real character in Korean history... Hope I can learn some of her good traits!!!