Today i had to go to school for extra clinical lab lessons in school... Actually did not really wanna go but haiz... just go for the sake of going... I really hate going for classes that start at 9 cause its the peak period as everyone goes to work at that time and the buses and mrt are always crowded during this period. So I took a mrt to school today... End up I was still late by 10 minutes... Haiz... and it was so squeezy in the mrt i never got to sit until after city hall. but after that took a short but sweet less than 5 min. sleep until i reached yio chu kang...
Was not really that focused on my skills practice today. mAybe cause i was slightly tired... haha... you know lah... holiday sleep until very late... so i planning to go for practice again tomorrow. And i also dun think i did very well for my practice either... could have done better. Anyways, we dun have all the time in the world until our skills practical so i better buck up. And next week is theory clinical test so i better start studying... but i am still here lazing my time around... and as for my teacher mdm yap.. she's nice lah... just that sometimes not very used to her. I am more worried for urinary catherisation... its very easy to break the sterile field. Hafiz was doing it just now... and he broke it many times and sort of kena "scolded" by mdm yap... Then he got so nervous until his hands shaking when he inserting the urinary cathether... so poor thing. Then after that he like become a bit blur blur... like a bit traumatised. Cheer up guy. i know you can definitely do it... I have full confidence in you.
Hmm... but i also not really concentrating today... haha!!! tomorrow better go school a bit earlier to look through CBT on urinary catherisation.
Then i brought the dried fish strips to school and i was surprised everyone loved it so much... haha... next time got any rubbish food can bring to school for them to eat for me... haha...
And Mdm Yap was saying about going Sri Lanka for volunteer work... i am quite interested but dunno whether i am up to it or not... haiz... cause i never really go for this kind of thing. But can always learn but i rather someone go with me. Actually my cell grp planning to go misssion trip to china at the end of the year to build school or something like that... I quite interested in all these activities but also dun wanna be alone... haiz... then dunno abt the cost...she said school will pay 60 percent of the cost... dunno whether i can bring myself to do it... God, show me your way.
Anyways congratulations to me... I am officially a volunteer at IMH and going for the orientation soon... Anyone interested in joining too can ask me... haha!!!
After that had steam boat at zhang jin's jouse but b4 that have to buy food at ntuc... haha... had a nice time picking the food... There is such a great variety of food. Going shopping for food with chan is like going out with my mother... I bet she will make a great mother in the future. That wat i wrote in her friendster testimonial. She was very touched and happy when i said that. i can tell she really wants to find someone to spend the rest of her life with... but i wish her all the best... And I very excited in finding alina a boyfriend... haha... cause she is such a nice girl with a good character... and a target not to be missed... But sort of scared she get billied cause she very gullible (>_< ... she knows wat I mean).
We walked from ntuc to zhang jin house which was a 15 minute walk and it was sooooo hot we were all cranky and hot by the time we reached her house. We had a nice time preparing the food... Me, Alina and Chan help to wash the vegetables and peel the prawns... then zhang jin made this very nice meat pancake, eveline made japanese rice ball with crab meat inside, jiang yan made the bee hoon and ai fANg made this very nice glutinous cake that sort of taste like tapioca cake... haha... It was a very nice get together and a nice experience. We even bought champagne (sparking fruit juice). We were saying that it seems that it seems nearer and nearer the date when we have to seperate but b4 that we will treasure our time together. Jenny was also telling me the same thing that she really treasures the time with me... if i am not there there wun be anyone to smile at her everyday... haha... thanks, you have made an impact to my life too!!! And i seem to follow my jie's (Xiao Na) habit... i like to dip everything in vinegar... i love to eat vinegar... haha!!!
After that me and my sub grp sat down to discuss project while the rest watched mr bean... i was sorta distracted by the movie and got no mood to do the project. Now only got one poster to decorate and its done... Haha... Sorry... cause its a bit hard to concentrate on work after such a sumptuous meal and all the blood rush to G.I tract... so very little blood left in the brain. Then Hui fen suddenly came over to talk to me... man.. this girl is quiet but quite observant... She said i look as if i am going through a rough patch recently... haiz... can't say anything here just that recently i am having some internal struggle... maybe its just a process of growing up... She said once i decide to do something i will will be very serious then put in alot of effort but also because of this i get disapointed easily. and she hopes i will be back to my cheerful self... Dun worry.. everyone... I'll be back... Just that now there are forest fires within me and the environment is very mist and i get confused easily, but i believe soon it will be sunny again. then I will come back stronger and more persistent thatn b4... thsi is also the reason why i decided to take a break from tkd... cause in sparring you really need internal motivation to persist on. And i wanna be a good member... Anyways hui fen also told me something that shocked me... She told me that ne of her friends told her that i was a very good and fierce fighter... After this break i hope i can persist on...
And to my darling kavi... dun worry... i wun keep my troubles to myself... I still have God with me... And thanks for showing me my horoscope today (though i dun really believe much but sometimes its ok)
Don't worry if you fall down occasionally. The point is getting back up again
I will be back baby... haha... !!!
