Hello... today is a nice beautiful saturday and i am actually staying at home... cleaning the house, cooking lunch, bathing my cat, cleaning her shit pan, topping up her food etc. I am always out or busy doing something during my week ends and seldom have time to stay at home like this... I must use this time to rest well before my attachment starts on Monday. I am going for my School of Health Services posting next week... so have to report to Health Promotion Board Building next Monday. Me and Alina were saying we hope we will be posted to the same primary school or secondary school. One of my friends told me he nearly vomit blood when he was posted to the secondary school... maybe cause they are quite mischievious and some can be bigger sized than you... Oh dear I very scared they bully the weak, feeble me... (like real!!!). Anyways i really hope God will bless my attachment and all those in school and attachment!!!



Anyways someone asked me wat sort of nursing I would like to major in if i get the oppurtunity. Actually I would like to experience all of them first. But I always had some sort of interest in Palliative Care. Oncology Nursing... haha... actually I also dun know why I have such an interest. Maybe its because my uncle died of cancer... or also because my very first attachment was in the cancer ward therefore my very first patient was a cancer patient. I took care of her for more than a week and I even did my care plan on her. Though she did not have much strength to talk she still responded when i talked to her. Then the following week when i came back from my week end break she passed away and i had to do her last office... i just remember I was initially quite sad and wanted to cry. But when i looked around and saw all the sad faces (full of hopelessness, full of pain and suffering) I told myself to cheer up. Hopefully, I can be the light in the darkness!!! Although their life might not be for long but as long as I am here I want to make there remaining time as comfortable and meaningful as it can be. Just be with them and help them watever is in my means.


I guess when i do something, I just do it according to how i would like someone to do it unto me... i might just be one person... I can't change every aspect of there life but i hope i can make at least a little positive difference to their lives!!!