Have you ever felt times of extreme tiredness... Well I can't really explain now but i am feeling it now... and i dun feel well now... no apetite either... Haha!!! I can't understand i slept more than 6 hours... somemore drank coffee and tea just now... but i still feel so tired... Just now i was forcing myself to pay attention in class... And now i feel a bit heavy... Maybe my brain cells are depleting... Too tired to talk, too tired to smile...and i am ever soo lethargc... How come some ppl have so much energy all the day!!! So envious of them now... Even my friend Verna and Kavi was asking me why i look soo tired today (cause i usually very hyper and energetic)... My body is trying very hard to tell my brain i am full of energy... I try not to listen to my brain... Its just sooo deceiving ... My thought are sometimes my biggest enemy... Sometimes can kill a person...

And my legs are feeling soft...I wonder wat is wrong with me!!! Arrrrgh... can't stand this feeling... Oh shit!!!!!!!

Today I watched a show on abortion... have to admit it instil alot of emotions into a person... The baby very poor thing... haiz... i guess sometimes there is no right or wrong in this world... I am sure no mother would truly want to go through an abortion. The psychological impact on them must be truly overwhelming... if it was me... I dun think I can be sooo strong... But i guess everything has a reason for happening...