Today I admit i never did anything fruitful or eventfulll i was a super sianz day... I started off the day meeting jenny and alina for a walk around bedok reservoir... I dun know wats with the weather these days... i smells of smoke... and its so misty... It feels as if the ozone layer is depleting cause by 8 it was damn hot and we all were sweating... We did not attempt to run as we did not want to inhale more of that stale air... During the walk we talked about many things... haha... All is girl talk... Anyways today i was not as energetic but still quite alert...

After that the 2 of us ate prawn mee at the coffee shop and drank horlicks with less sugar... really nice... dunno why nowadays when i grow bigger never drink horlicks already... actuallly i think its nicer than milo... haha...

Anyways my mood today is not very good too... recently i have not been in the best of moods i admit... And i get so fatigued very often...

Only until yesterday this thought sort of creeped into my head... I am thinking of talking a break from tkd for a while. Its either I do that or i just tell them i not coming any more
so i dun think i want to be rash... Just that recently I get soo unmotivated and osing my fighting spirit has gone down the drain.... But i dun dare tell anyone at the time being... i just so weak to let this feeling come into my head... Is there anyone i can turn too for advice... Haiz!!! I feel a bit lost...

Arrrrrrrrgh... i feel like strangling my brother... he now very free on his off day and slacking at home then he behind me keep irritating me and poking me and asking me stupid questions... i feel like using a slipper and stuffing it into his mouth... i JUST TOLD HIM TO SHUT UP CAUSE HE IS TALKING NON STOP NOW... I know it seems very unlikely that it comes out from my mouth but i am really irritated...AAAARRRRRRRGGGGH....