Hello... am actually suppose to go and eat my lunch now but absolutely no mood to go and eat... so I just asked jenny to go and buy some bread and milk for me... Dun worry... I still drink alot of water to keep myself properly hydrated... Haha... but need to drink more since i having stomach cramps and moderate gastroenteritis at the same time... no wonder feel a bit fatigued and sianz...

This morning i thik I woke up on the wrong side of bed... I was in super chao da face black mood... Then i took a while to get ready.. then was late cause kept on going to the toilet... Was supposed to meet my friend on the way to school... But i was late and sort of smsed her some mean words... I really did not mean it... Just that sometimes when we are certain situations we cannot think properly and are not so sensitive... Anyways i hope she is not upset... But she is very understanding... I feel this friend of mine has grown... to a beautiful young woman from secondary school... last time she could be in black face mode for the whole day... but now she can really understand ppl... She is really a unique person... i remember last time in secondary school i used to be a bit scared when her face became black but now its really much better... We all havee sort of days... but we are slowly but surely growing to be beautiful ppl... haha...

I remember last time i used to ask one of my secondary school friends, usha... am i pretty... haha... but she only said I am beautiful... then she said me and kavi were like angels in her life... I am sure everyone has a beautiful side of them waiting to be discovered or already there... i can see it in alot of ppl though they dun notice it themselves...

Now i am listening to this song called "try again" by Westlife

Try Again

Hush now, Don't you cry
There will be a better dayI promise you
We can work it out
But only if you let me knowWhat's on your mind
Baby, you thought it was forever
Through any kind of weather
But somedayYou will find what your searching for

Try again. Never stop believing
Try againDon't give up on your love
tumble and fall is the heart of it all
So when you fall down
Just try again

Smile now, let it go
Hey, you will never be aloneI promise you
If you can't fight the feeling
Oh yeahSurrender in your heart
Remember, love will set you free
Baby, you thought it was foreverYou would always be together
But someday you will find what your searching for
Try againNever stop believing
Try againDon't give up on your love
Stumble and fall is the heart of it all
So when you fall downJust try again
Baby, when a heart is crying
It sometimes feels like dying
Tear drops fall like rain
Whoa WhoaBaby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But someday you will find what your searching for
Try againNever stop believing
Try againDon't give up on your love
Try againNever stop believing
Try againDon't give up on your love
Stumble and fall it's the heart of it all
So when you fall downJust try again

Haha... this song is the song Angelina let me hear during my secondary school days...Its really inspiring... There was once in the news about this girl who was abducted by her friends that she trusted ... Where she was tortured and raped... Angelina made this card from our school for her to give her encouagement... sHE put the lyrics of this song... I really hope that girl can stand up after this incident... it must be very hard for her to ever trust anyone again...

My darling Angelina... saw her that day during valentines day... me and fiona just happened to walk past kfc and she ran out and called me... so happy to see her... Though we seem like 2 very different ppl we can be such great friends... Really happy that we can still be so close after secondary school...

Anyways... thank to my darling blog... i really really love writing in my blog sometimes... although sometimes i neglect you i hope you are not irritated with me... been busy recently... i know you will forgive me (or rather you have no choice)

Later, I have to go and discuss my psychology project with jenny and the rest... haiz... hope we get more clues about how to go about it... then after that after school... got singing at kkh... i feel a bit worried cause I never practice the songs at all... Haiz... that is my weak point... i always never practice eg. tkd, clinical skills... or else i can surely become better... but now I must TRY AGAIN... even when i stumble and fall (haha... from the song)

I want to dedicate this song to my friends in tkd pattern team... Haha... although this song is a bit like a love song but you get the gist is to TRY AGAIn... cause its really frustrating for them ... they got everything except power... They practice the whole day still cannot exert enough power to give that WOW feeling... well i wanna say... GOD BLESS THEM>.. I will really support them again... just that sometimes i dunno how to express in words...

Okok, i really got to go now...