Hello... I am now in the level 5 e plaza lab writing this entry... Have not had much inspiration to write my blog recently... Now I am listening to this very nice song by Li Sheng Jie called "Shou Fang Kai"... I have a clinical lesson at 1 so can't write for too long...

Anyways this morning I woke up in a very negative tone... Full of negative thoughts and I was in a very irritable mood... Everything in my house seems spoiled... Radio spoiled, computer lag, printer spoil, scanner slow, tv broke down, air con leaking, fan squeeky... Haiz... and ths morning my discman completely cannot work any more (old age ba)... haha... Anyways i was thinking of all the negative things and pitying myself... Until I suddenly thought of meditating... I rushed to the toilet and sat down on the toilet seat... And just meditated... just try to relax and try to get everything out of my head... after i relax i just concentrate on the darkness... and control my breathing...when i open my eyes i felt much better... And I prayed to god to make me the person he wants me to be... Wat is his will for me... Will I make an impact on anything or anyones life... If so I hope It is positive... Recently I think I have sorta changed... Last time i used to be very persistent in learning and never give up even when i make mistake but now i seem to be afraid to make mistakes... maybe cause sometimes i looks so stupid making mistakes... but i will try to change this trait of mine... I will pick myself up and walk on... If we make mistakes we should not run away from it... thats wat i learnt... hope I can apply it to my life... in tkd and nursing...