Before i joined tkd i never knew it would bring me so much joy, laughter, happiness, excitement, sadness, disapointment... it was just a sport to learn self defence... I never even thought of getting a black belt... Some ppl joine just for getting a black belt... some join just to meet a black belt bf or gf and live happily ever after or wat... some join to jian fei. Sometimes i wonder whether it is a good idea to join...

Dear god, please let me be more sensitive to other ppl feelings... Everyone is a unique human being and should be respected... One is example is there is this guy in tkd who i used to dislike cause he was such a show off... He was good in pattern and sparring but only thing is like to show off... I always did not like to talk to him, and sometimes very sarcastic... But I just found out he has a slipped disc back problem... and wun be able to join sparring and pattern anymore... He is also thinking of quitting... I pray that you will carry him during this period...i guess i should be kinder in my words... And i pray for all my friends... That you will give them the strength... Pray for me also that you will give me wisdom to bring words of encouragement and not words that tear a person down...

I am really tired... really tired... i almost fainted during tkd... all thanks to my stupid mensus cramps... but its when i am weak that i am strong (sometimes you get to see things from another perspective)...
And sorry to Zi Bin... From now on i will call you by your name... pardon me for my insensitivity. Ppl make mistakes sometimes but i am glad you told us you are upset...

Anyways i really got to sleep ... got a terrible head ache now...