Hello... today is a very happy day!!! I went out with Angelina and Catherine to watch "The Phantom of the Opera"... Actually Verna was supposed to come along but she suddenly told me she was very tired... Though I understand, I was pretty disapointed... cause I miss her...
Anyways I really really like the show... its the best... though it is a bit strange as Fiona told me... strange to think of it to be showed in a movie theatre!!! Anyways I met Angelina and Cat at 12 and b4 that I came earlier and went to buy the tickets and buy some snacks from Shop and Save... haha... (I know, thats very thoughtful of me... muhahaha)... Cat is still the same, only she looks prettier... And very tired... she seems to have alot of responsibilities in her school as she told me she joined the sports club and swimming club... and Angelina was late (rolling eyes) for 10 minutes... But Angelina is still very pretty, charming and slim as ever... Haha... (so happy to see her since she is one of my closest friend in sec. school). Anyways i got candy canes from Cat (so sweet of her!!!)
Anyways i really love the songs in "The Phantom of the Opera"... Especially the song called "Phantom of the Opera"... duh... haha... its a faster and more mysterious song... Angelina prefers the love songs... She told me she want to learn how to play the music on the piano and play it for me (ohhh... so sweet!!!). The story really leaves an impact on me... Although this is the first time I watch such a musical but it really captivates me... and I really encourage anyone to watch this show... but again ... not anyone can appreciate this sort of show... Haha!!!
One part I dun like is I find the phantom very pervertic. He falls in love with Kristine as she sings very well... He is in fact the mysterious person that has been coaching her in singing and realising her talent... Kristine treats the phantom as her "Angel of Music" (her teacher)... in fact I found the phantom very charming when he put his mask on ... but he looks quite hideous when his mask is off... While Kristine treats him like a saviour only, the phantom loves her... or rather lusts after her... cause the way the phantom looks at Kristine is rather pervertic... If someone look at me like that (which I doubt they would) I would poke there eyes off... But I find the phantom very poor thing... as the opera house is his only home... When he was a child, because of his disfigured face he was sold to a circus where he was locked in a cage and ridiculed and beaten up... Then the current ballet instructor who was still a student in those days saved him and hid him in the opera house ever since. In the ending when the phantom became mad with jealousy that Kristine loved someone else, he threatened to kill her boyfriend... or else she had to marry the phantom... Then if i am not wrong Kristine said something like, " It is not your face that scares me, rather it is your spirit , you kill the good" Which is very important... wat matters is the heart... Actually the phantom had a good heart but he just had inferiority complex cause of his looks and was driven by jealousy towards the end... I guess alot of ppl suffer from inferiority complex (which includes me) and jealousy is a normal human nature.
Anyways I really hope that I could watch the "Phantom of the Opera" musical... I just love musicals and plays... But it cost alot of money... Haiz... i remember in secondary school I used to love Shakespeare plays and would follow my school to Shakespeare plays sometimes... It is not something just anyone can appreciate!!!
After that we ate at KFC and i ate the cheap Bandito Meal which tastes awful in my opinion... I think there is too much mayonaise... Angelian and Cat ate the 2 piece chicken meal...
Me and Angelina went to the library after lunch. She wanted to use the computer for her project. But as the library was already closing so I told her she can come to my house and use my computer. She followed me back home where she did her project on my computer until 9 pm... After that we had a nice long chat... really happy to catch up with her after so long!!! She told me she will the "Phantom of the Opera" cd for me... I am sooo happy!!! Then she told me about her and Sittikorn and the problems with his family... I guess that it is not enough to love someone. You must also get along with the future parents in law which alot of ppl never think of... She told me I am getting more and more unpredictable... I am the classic example of "Never judge a book by its covers" cause I am usually not wat i seem to be... ppl perceive me as weak and gentle but i am actually the opposite. Ppl perceive me as innocent and naive but I can surprise you with my un-innocent thoughts and sarcastic remarks (haha!!!), and I can be super stingy if it comes to money... And she said I have really changed to a more confident person since secondary school...
She is the second person this week that said my mother is really pretty when she puts up make up and wears her working clothes... My mother is 55 but ppl say she look barely over 45...
B4 she left we took some photos... Took a long time posing for photos... But really happy that she came over... I even taught her some tkd kicks and it is really fun kicking her as she looks so kickable... and i won her in arm wresting flat... After that I walked her to the bus stop and we started singing songs we learnt in secondary school... Sooo joyfulll and Thank God for Angelina too... "Live one day at a time and live it to the fullest" "Do not worry about tomorrow as tomorrow has enough worries of itself"... Hope I can learn to take worries and frustrations in my stride and treat it as god posing a challenge to me... "I CAN DO IT!!!" Cause alot of ppl said with the amt of effort i put it i can definately do it... but I lack self confidence (which is my death sentence)... then if i fall i sometimes cannot get up cause i feel very useless and have low self esteem...
I was telling Angelina that I am very happy and satisfied the way I am now... I dun need anyone to love me ( but I am sure they do)... Sometimes it is better to give than to receive... I used to be in phase where I wished that someone would love me (but i must love the person back) in that special way... but now I find as I get on with life there are sooo many things I want to do... Life wun wait for anyone so i won't wait... wat ever it is life still goes on and I am sure my heavenly father holds me in his hands... Hope for the coming year everyone will lead a meaningful year ahead!!!
Hope God will give me renewed confidence for the coming year... And hope i can bring hope and joy to the ppl around me!!! I want to love the unlovable!!!
P.S. Hope this year I can see more rainbows and be able to watch Disney on Ice with my darling Fiona!!!
