I am now at home watching tv and typing my blog. The show I am watching is called 'Heal and be healed'... Its very nice about a group of medical and health team professionals... Mainly about cases that get admitted into the hospital. Then alot of these cases sometimes cannot be healed cause some problems are just in the mind... Then about mainly 2 male doctors... One is a straightforward , hardworking and humble junior doctor that got posted to A and E then another is a handsome, smooth talking and money minded and ambitious junior doctor that always think of getting promotion and and use unscruphlous ways to get it... Then there is another female doctor working in the psychiatric department who has SLE... I think both the junior doctors will fall for her... haha... (well, it is a drama... haha). But I hope the first doctor I mentioned above will be with her in the end... He has a much nicer personality... Haha... in the end no matter how handsome you are it all boils down to character.

These few days I have been having a horrible migraine. At first it was my right side of the brain but after it shifted to the left side of my brain... haha... Then it also affect my next and sometimes my shoulder will feel a bit suan... haha... Hafiz told me I should eat panadol... haha... but I hope it will be better tomorrow... Then I always massage my neck and i felt a lump behind my neck... haha... and i ask alina to feel it then she said she could also feel it... Haha... maybe its some muscle or something... Haha...

Today I went over to Alina house to study... Haha... I think it was quite effective... sometimes its good to study with a friend... after all 2 heads are better than one... and it takes 2 hands to clap... haha... and i think her mother like me alot... haha... (alina must be rolling her eyes)... can't help it... maybe i am so adorable to all the aunties... haha... and i really thank her for letting me come to her house to study... I really had an enjoyable time... And when i was in her study room i saw her sister's A maths 10 year series and i can still remember how to do... roughly... haha... maths is such a nice subject...

The past few days I have been rather moody. And have really bad mood swings... haha... I also have really negative thoughts... like thoughts of giving up. Cause i just feel so crampy, moody, lousy and stressed up. But now i feel slightly better although i still have a bit of migraine. Tomorrow after exam we might be going to watch movie... haha... 'The Princess Diaries'... then I might need to go for my church cell group in the evening. Then next week its back to attachment for me... I am happy cause I am going to a new ward and it symbolises a new beginning... I CAN DO IT!!!! And next week I can also go for taekwondo practice... Yippee!!! I am so happy!!! Then they will tell us the results for grading... I dunno whether i can go for my class bbq cause i have afternoon shift work that day... but i will try to go... cause i dun want to disapointment my friend (but i dunno whether she will be) if I dun go.... haha... ok... i shall make my exit from here now... wish me luck for this killer exam...