Hello... my bio test approaching by the minute... I kind of worried... I cant seem the get immunology into my head ... I hate studying about cells... Not like Fiona who loves to study cells... There still seem to be alot of things that I never study but wat i can say is i shall try my best... thats the only the i can do... Sometimes you think you are the only one going through this but when you look around you see lots of ppl going thru it together with you so you feel more relieved... God... Please give me the strength for the exam today... Pray that I will just give it my best shot... I can do it... I just doing some fun learning of bio in e learning... haha... those type of fill in the blank type of questions... haha...

Now in school everywhere got alot of ppl but i come to the bio lab only got me... haha... some more got air con and computer... Haha... I wish everybody does well in this bio test even when there is alot of uncertainty whether we can really make it...

Yes... and yesterday night my father came back... haha... cant say i really miss him or anything but i will try to build up my relationship with him (after all he is a lonely old man... haha) and today I was telling him about all the blood disorders... That he can donate to me but i cannot donate to him... or else he will get transfusion reactions and get cell death and clumping of the blood and in the end the renal tubules will be blocked and he got chance of getting renal failure... haha... and he was so amazed at my knowledge... (after all I am so knowledgable... Like real)... ...
And recently i dound out that my cd player can listen to radio... haha... yeah... just found out... haha... and i listen to 93.3 on the bus... haha... got frequency most of the time... then I not so bored... but it is not a really good idea to study in the bus cause feel a bit sick with the bus rocking here and there...

And yesterday when i had nothing to do on the way back home i thought of something really lame... I am really so blessed... i got eyes to see all the beautiful things, ears to hear all the nice songs and sounds of nature, taste to taste the wonderful food we have in singapore, smell to smell the different fragrances (though not all is nice eg. shit, shit shit, vomit, body odour of someone never bathe for a month) and i can feel ... feel the care other ppl have for me... and the different sort of feelings we feel as a person... haha... I AM REALLY TRULY BLESSED... So I must treasure all these for I never now when they will be gone after all life is so unpredictable... Life is really truly amazing...Haha... now alina just came into the lab and she asked me me how come i still have mood to write my blog am such a naughty gal... haha... ok i think i better go now... Haha... Bye Bye!!!