Hello... today i am at home studying for my last paper which is HS2035. Medical Surgical Nursing... It is the subject with the most things to study... The e learning itself is thicker than the lecture notes... I feel so discouraged... Haiz... This module is on disorders of the body... Eg. Disorders of the Respiratory System consists of problems of obstruction of the airways and the lungs such as asthma and constructive obstructive lung disease, inflammation of the respiratory tract such as pneumonia and bronchitis, disorders of the pleura such as pleural effusion, pneumothorax, respiratory failure, chest surgery and also have to know about chest tube management... All this under respiratory system and we are tested on almost every system... Haiz... This is just too overwhelming... Then we have to know all the diseases of the system and know the causes, physiology,, sign and symptoms, tests to do to confirm disease, therapy to be given, medication to be given and wat is it for and if got any reactions (this kills me) and surgical interventions that need to be done if there is an operation. Furthermore must know the nursing diagnosis and write nursing interventions... haiz.......... Really got alot of things to remember... My brain just cant seem to fit all these in... God please give me the strength to go through this period... i feel as if I wun do so well for this exam... like so little time to study... Haiz...

I wonder why i join poly sometimes... I remember I got tell Jenny once that I would rather have gone ITE and become an enrolled nurse... haiz... then I will focus more on practical work... Haiz... i rather just give bed side nursing everyday and can talk to the patient... but the fact is i am going to be a staff nurse and have alot of responsibilities... haiz... When I go for attachment those ite students that are also in year 2 seem to know so much more than me in terms of practical skills (cause they have 6 mths attachment straight)... but i hope I do well for this exam... God bless me... haha...!!! EN Minto told me to enjoy my responsibilities with God's presence..