One week has gone... Haha... so sorry for not updating my blog... Just been too busy with work and my assignment and studies.. (although also have not much time to study much)... Tomorrow is morning shift... In Ward 63C C class medical... I am not really enjoying myself to this ward... Although i have been to quite a few wards this ward never fails to make me feel unwelcome... I feel this great reluctance to get out of bed everyday to work... Even whe i ask questions they give me a very pathetic look like as if asking why i am so stupid and make me seem like i am very irritating... At first i thought it was my fault then i made friend with some ITE students then one of them in the same room as me me said the first week she felt the same and cry when she went home... but she was in this ward for 6 weeks already... so she just had to get used to it... Next week she going to IMH already... Haiz... quite sad as I am the only student nurse in the room... I really thank God for putting her in my life... cause she really give me alot of reassurance and even taught me quite a few things... But i did not have the chance to thank her and wish her good bye as it was very busy that day... Must try to get get her number...

I cannot deny this experiences make me less enthusiastic to learn....One more dreaded week... But i will not give up bringing joy to my patients... Must give them mental diabetes... haha...
Hope I learn lots of things tomorrow... Hopefully the lecturer is there with us... she never fails to give me a very reassuring feeling... She said me and Alina are good students and we can surely make it... Haha... but she say we do things a bit slow but practice makes perfect... Slow and steady wins the race... Haha... Thank Mdm Wong for guiding us and giving us so much encouragement...

My mom just came back from work... Haha... luckily i got do all the house work she tell me to do since i am home the whole day today... Must make life easier for her... Haha,... now she complaining to me about the paper work... But its never asy to work and earn money... but so easy to spend... haha... Ok I got lots more to write but i feeling sleepy already... Tomorrow have to wake up 4.30... so cannot be a panda... Luckily me and alina the same shift tomorrow but different rooms... Yippee... Hope she will be strong... I know she not having a easy time there either... Me and Alina plan to go China town to celebrate after work on friday... maybe calling jiang yan and ai fang and maybe even eveline... See how first... haha... Then can eat to our hearts content... Haha!!! God bless the week ahead!!!