Friday, September 03, 2004
A moment to meditate...
Hello to my darling diary... Today is not a very good day for me...
Is a day that I just feel like being alone and sort of reflecting... Well this morning i got a huge scolding from my dad... Actually is my fault cause I was suppose to do something which I forgot to do... He told me that I am losing my mind...maybe is true... Haiz... This morning I woke up with a splitting headache... I have decided to buck up... I really want to do well in life... Haha... I tried occupying my mind with doing lots of house work... and packing the house and making the house a more pleasant place... I have decided to be a very responsible daughter... cause I know my father has alot of problems and pressures... Now he is so reduced to this state... I wish my mom was here with me... but she is busy working 15 hours a day in that bloody supermarket called Giant... She seems so tired nowadays... and the worse thing is she is working under ppl ... and they make her carry the heavy boxes even when she so old... I told her to quit and find another job but she say wait a while more... If my mother was here with me I would feel so much comforted cause she would alway pray for me... When i go for exams or attachment she will always wake up very early to make breakfast for me... Haiz... so simple yet so sweet...
Anyways my headache is feeling much better... Haha... maybe I never get enough sleep and I was out the whole day at sentosa ... so a bit tired... furthermore yesterday was a very hot day... Hmm... ok write more soon ... bye...
4:27 PM
