Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Dark but Grateful!!!
Today was a very tiring day... I have never been so tired as today... Maybe cause I have not sleeping well the pass few days... Been busy with tests, practicals and projects... Just sooooo tired... Yesterday I had tkd and I was so dead tired... not normal from my usual energetic self... I really did not want to go but I pushed myself... Even in spite of this everyone said i look quite energetic (which is only from my appearance ) outside I looked ok but inside i was dying...Maybe that is how I am in real life... I dun really show how i feeling sometimes... I might be really hurt but ppl wun know cause i continue to seem to be happy... Anyways i really want to talk about wat happened to me today... but i am damn tired... so drained out... just want to tell my dear friend verna... this morning when i was very stresed and when you were telling me those stories to try to comfort me i was not irritated, in fact i felt more consoled... Thank you for praying for me too... Tell you the truth I was feeling sooo distressed and in despair i really wanted someone to hug me and tell me everything is going to be all right...and i know maybe you were scared i would get irritated but i tell you it is all right... sometimes just a pat on the shoulder or a hug is more valuable than a thousand words... But thank for being there for me... You said everything will be alright and in the end it really happened and i did better than I thought i could do.
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