Hahaha... I know is like 1 pm now and my brain is half dead now... but i still feel like blogging for a while... Anyways today was a fairly good day.... I woke up and knew it would already be a good day... The weather was cooling.... birds were chirping... the sky was blue... Haha... i just felt simply happy... Happy to live... Life is really precious... I dun understand how some ppl want to give up so easily... I believe wat ever it is dun let your problems overwhelm you no matter how big they are but you should in fact overwhelm your problems... Sometimes you will be sad... but i just find being sad so emotionally draining... It takes so many muscles just to frown but less to smile(! think)... Happiness does not have to be complicated... in fact simple kind actions are the best... I am the sort of person that like receiving letters... small hand made presents or small gifts once in a while... its just so meaningful... You will treasure it for the rest of your life...

Anyways I sorted out some thoughts... Recently I have been feeling kinda down cause of my nursing course... partly how feel like I not suitable or I can't possibly do well... Actually I am just average but I have been lagging behind studies.. Haiz... i am not smart... i am just hard working... so must buck up... I know I have to cause i really want to be a good nurse... Ok got to go now... haha... Anyways tomorrow we having a pot luck at Ai Fang house... really excited...
and I heard this song... by zhang jing xuan... i have the lyrics... i think they really touching... haha... but the song is really nice i think ... is called duan dian i think... How nice if someone sing it to me... haha... i can dream...