Today when i woke up I was feelin so anxious for my BCLS test (I had too much Gaba Amino Butryic Acid being produced)... I told my mother and she told me to be confident and that she would pray for me during the time I had the test... On the way to school I was also contemplating whether to revise through the notes but decided not to (it would only make me feel more nervous)... On the way to school I saw Anita (Kavi's sister) and I told her i was feeling very worried for the test... She told me last time when she did the test she had to do 3 attempts b4 passing and she told me not to be afraid of failure... I was a bit consoled... Anyways I think Anita is a very nice person to talk to... Haha!!! We keep on being sarcastic to each other... Haha!!!

Anyways there is something I cannot accept... I PASSED all the 5 modules for the BCLS (Basic Cardiac Life Support). When I did one-man CPR I suppose I was very lucky as I got one of the nicer teachers... She told me my compression was good but my ventilation was too much +++... my timing was also ok... She was contemplating on whether to pass me or fail me... I saw her discussing with one of the teachers (Alan tan) whether to pass me or fail me... That Alan tan looked at me and said " Huh... so small size got so much breath"... Haha!!! In the end she passed me and told me for the 2 man CPR not to be so gan jiong and control my ventilation... When I went out I found out all the ppl who had done CPR at the same time as me all failed... Even Jenny and Richard (I am quite surprised as I think they are much better than me)... Only 2 or 3 ppl passed one-man CPR and I was one of them!!! I was feeling so guilty... Like i did not deserve to pass...

Anyways next was Adult Choking... Mdm Kiu (the cattish woman) was the one that assessed me... haha... As last time she was my clinical teacher I knew she was very strict in clinical work and she asked me so many question...Most of the question I knew how to answer and the skills was farely ok... In the end she told me I really knew my work... haha!!! Anyways it was nice seeing her again...

Next was infant cpr and choking... The person assessing me was called Tand Siew Hua... she was quite nice and farnie... When I made mistake she told me she want to hang herself... haha!!! My infant choking was ok (i did not bang the baby's head when doing the sandwich position... Thank God!!!) Haha... but my Infant CPR was a bit slow... thats wat she told me... haha!!! The baby already die liao... haha!!!

Lastly was my 2 man CPR... I had to with someone I dun really know... so we did not really coordinate well... Haha... but anyways i think it was partly my fault... haha... then my compression for that time was also not very good... the teacher said I like got no more strength and keep on bending my elbows... haha... and i look like very farnie... haha... Anyways she told me to take the retest and come back on Friday but I just went for the remedial class for a while and went back to take the retest as the assessors were free... Haha!!! In the end I got the Tang Siew Hua again... haha... she looked so shocked to see me... I actually wanted to wait for Eveline as I practiced with her during rememdial class but the assessor told me to get just anyone from other class... haha... we had quite alot of coordiantion...

So i cleared the BCLS module... alot of my other friends doing the retest on Friday... I wish them all the best... God Bless... later on at 6.30 to 9.30 I have taekwondo practice... haha... feel so exhausted from all the blowing and compressing... haha... Ok got to go now...