Hi everybody... haha... I know I have not been blogging for a long time... As I am very busy with attachment nowadays. Anyways this is one of the worst ward I have been to... The staff are not friendly... well maybe 1/5 of them are ok... The ward is very busy as it is c class medical but I had quite alot of bad experiences with the nurses... One of the enrolled that I thought was nice sort of back stabbed me and my friend in front of our lecturer... The worst thing is that we sort of did not know we being made use off... Haiz... i am very disappointed with this world sometimes... But this thing inside me says I must not be depressed... Although I feel very much like crying and giving up... (Life and reality is really harsh) and sometimes I wonder how a blur sotong like me can overcome it... So I tell myself that if something bad happens to me I must emerge stronger and smile even brighter than b4... I really tried very hard not to let my mood be brought down by the ppl there and show my happy and cheerful face to the patients but sometimes it can be a bit overwhelming... Another of the enrolled nurse always show an attitude face whenever the nyp students ask her questions... and whenever she got work always pass to the ite students...(probably jealous cause when we pass out we higher rank than them) until I feel no interest in learning in this ward... Haiz...
I MUST and CAN do it... I must smile even harder even when things dun as expected ... I want to be trained until i am immune to all these obstacles and wun let it affect me...
Throughout the week I have received sms from a few ppl who really encouraged me... I would like to acknowledge the,,,
The first is Anita, Kavi's sister... I really respect her alot cause I find her a really smart and quick witted... haha... worth learning from ( I only mention her good points... haha)
Well, b4 I came to this ward I already heard alot ofbad things about this ward from her and that she had a bad experience in this ward...
I told her on the first day of work I already dun really like the ward
And she told me," Dun get depressed. Just do your best and hack care those staff that bully you. When they grow old they see whether they want to be treated lik that... Jia you!!!"
"Dun stress yourself . Not everybody can be as lively as us. So take things into your stride and learn as much as u can."
"Each fall is a step to success"
Another one is Charis when I told herI dun think I can be a good nurse cause i think I am very blur and forgetful...
"What make a nurse truly good is there kindness and caring nature... Everything else can be trained... Haha... (dunno how true that is)
The last person I would like to thank is one of the nurses in ward 64 (my previous ward)... She is really nice and encourage me alot during my attachment in the ward... (everyone in ward 64 was very nice and show excellent service to patients)
She said, " Dear friend, don't worry. You tried to work hard when you in ward 64 and everyone became your friend. My dear, choo li shan, you are very good. Pray to God then do your work punctually"
When I received her message there were tears that came down... She had so much faith in me... Even last time when I told her i dun think i can become a good nurse she said I can cause I am very friendly to patients (sometimes that is not enough) and hard working... She has so much faith in me yet i dun have any in myself... My dear Minto... I want to be as good as nurse as you... Although we only knew each other for 2 weeks but you have left a very lasting impression on me...
