Hello, How are you. Today I feel really exhausted. That is because I slept at 6.30 a.m this morning... and woke up at 9 this morning to buy breakfast for my whole family.

As you know my brother came back home last night... My sister picked me up at home at 11.30p.m last night in my brother in law's car (it is a very fast car and I could practically feel it speeding). I was pretty excited waiting at the arrival hall and my sister made a bet that anyone who could spot my brother first would get THE PRIZE: 50 cents.... I tried my best to look for my brother but in the end it was my brother in law (Barry) that won the bet... Haha, I wasn't that hard up on getting the prize...

I saw my brother from afar and he looked a bit fatter than before... I was so excited and acted like a monkey trying to get him to notice me. In the end he eventually did... well it turned out those were not fats but in fact muscles... I actually tried poking him and his muscles were HARD!!!

I felt a bit weird seeing my brother again. I mean it has been a really long time sice I last saw him. His English has really improved I have to say and he sort of has the American slang. Well I can't say it is wrong or anything, it sure beats Singaporean English which I think is dumb...I mean I think they use "Singlish" as a way to cover there bad grammer and vocabulary... I mean I am not saying my English is very good but at least I do not do it intentionally. I hate shows like "Phua Chu Kang". It bring a feeling of disgust and revulsion to me when the show is proudly promoting Singaporean English...

My brother brought back lots of luggage consisting of his clothes, computer, PLAYSTATION 2, some books and many other things that I cannot bother to say... I was actually excited to see him but when I saw him I felt a bit at loss at wat to do... should i hug him or wat. In the end I just showed him my emotion less face and welcomed him back to Singapore... Haha... I can't help it... Everytime I dunno how to react I will try to hide my emotions with the emotionless face. Like I hurt myself and I dun wat other ppl to see, or I dunno how to react to embarrassing situations in the hospital (which occurs very often) or actually I am very surprised but I can;t show it... There are good and bad points of a emotion less face... But of course my face is not always emotionless... sometimes at suitable times I am very dramatic...

And you know wat, my brother whom I thot quit smoking is still SMOKING. And my brother in law, sister and brother all started smoking outside Changi Airport... Haiz... I feel like a victim... I am a passive smoker if you dun know... They are slowly torturing me to a painful death... I could get Lung Cancer or something like that... I mean I am a nurse and I suppose to encourage them to kick the habit and I am still trying. I have been trying ever since I remember. If you dun know my sister has been smoking since 16 and she is now 30 and my brother since he was 14 and he is now 24... Haiz. my father is also a heavy smoker too. Everyone except me and my mother smokes... WHY!!!

Ok, I have lots more to say but I too tired to type anymore... Haha... Bye and good night... I gonna sleep soon...